Winter

We have a great respect for winter, but not much liking for it. Snow has its uses: it makes easily traversed winter roads through the woods and covering the earth. Making unique snow angels by the frozen Kenzie Lake.

But, to me, it is not formed of the gossamer flakes that fall upon a artist's window.

Sometimes it is blinding and cruel and impenetrable, and its dainty little patterns

when multiplied a billion times can kill a person

and often do.

There are people who are afraid of the winter

as some people are of lightning or fire or high places.

Hmm, something new~

Dear Reporter Waiting Park

South Korean Newscast

박대기 기자 in 2010 

Hehe...

2010!

Hmm, 2010 is almost here -= =-

I Should have stay home - -

I enjoy myself at my friend Jami’s and her whole family. They're really nice ^ ^. I don’t know why I feel so uncomfortable here. Maybe, it’s been a while, that I have been here or I just don’t suit in ^ ^. Just maybe I’m being an ass right now and not giving it a try and just have fun. Its

new year’s right?

This feeling to cry. WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS!

I shouldn’t be studying, I should be having fun with them, Jami and her friends. Stupid life I’m living being a fear of everything . I wish my friend Kayla was here to balance it out. Why does this fright have to start huh!

My friends had a fight and now one of them won't come ( that is kayla )

I wish they can just bury the castle of ugliness, brick by stupid brick!

JUST LIVE THIS OUT its 2010 soon

Move on-shit!

SO 2010 is here~ ooo whoo

Should I make a goal or just see what’s going to happen next?

See you later on the next post

[P3a<3]

You think!

wtf! why is she so upset over a guy she is not even dating or with = =

YOU'RE NOT DATING!!

I want to know how he feels about her...

wtf is wrong with her.....

My friend J! is a moron

because I talk to her friend now, she thinks I’m going to have a crush on him (different guy) wtf.

Because we have some funny and stupid conversations(-=_=-)When I bring up his name, she starts to get mad. Why can't I talk about my conversations with other people.(This happens when I talk about other people too)

Why do I have to listen to your conversations and be so interested with it! (you only talk about stupid shit that dose really matter)

I can't take it, but I can’t cut her off

so hard, We have been friends for a really long time.

Yeah, I say I like some of my guy friends ( - _ - ) I joking around. Oh yeah, I forgot J! can't get a joke. Because I said this, she thinks that everyone (guys) I talk to I'm going to fall for. She think I’m going to fall for Ken. He's not really that good looking (sorry Ken) What makes girls and guys attractive to this guy.. is his personality. Secondly, Ken has a girlfriend, that he truly loves and he's trying to make their relationship last.

(-=_=-) oooo soo pissed, OMG I can't see that

me falling for Ken eww~

Why would she think that. I’m not her, falling for every guy that pasts her way. Hmm, poor Alex (;_ ;) and his poor heart, agh poor guy. I wish I can tell her this! So she can change her ways. But, NOOO she thinks we are hating on her. What is there to hate? I’m glad that I am me and not a two timing tramp. How did we meet, like c’mon how the hell did I became friends with this ばか! . Oooo I know how to speak Japanese, ooo lalalala bitch! Live your life, you’re not even azn. You know what, you do look like a fucking Paris Hilton baby pet horse. Your sister is right you are a fucking flirt monster and girls should keep their guys really close to them, cause they might catch a bitch like you~

agh!

Life! Why are friends like this, how did I end up with a friend like this. Think they found them self and know them self very well. I need a friend that is strong.

Really you think ... THINK that you solved and found the missing puzzle piece. LIES! All you did is just cover that pain. Covering it won’t help you forget it and next you'll be in shit. Ending up back where you were two or whatever years ago. This pain you hide is so far deep in you that you can't find it to fix it. Bullshit, you should have clear it up the same time, not later! not 6 months later! not next year.

She tells me this all the time. J!: "Clear everything up never keep it stuck or lodged within you" but she still has shit hidden within herself.

so fucking mad

= = ugh life life life that's all I have to say is life..

What a beautiful world we have but... we have this stupid gas mask on our faces because there are shity people leaving smelly odor in the air. Having are eyes closed shut, blinding are view of better friendships.

I don't Know what the fucking I’m saying anymore ~

agh nite

chao zai! mother fuckers

bored

hmm, Christmas break not to bad ^ ^

so, far ...

I'm here at my cousins
SOOO BORING!

ah, ^ ^ ooh my two favorite people are online

bai bai, see ya

Sounds like GAGA

AGH! school

Almost there, 2 more days and it`s Christmas break : D

This year really really really really sucks = =
I had to move .... haven't seen some of my friends like, how many months already (It feels like years). This -beep- beep- beep- school is getting on my last nerve. The students act like their all that, but truly they are nothing. Yelling at the teachers non-stop to finally they get their way. There goes half of the class day ... = = when I need the help to past -cries-
"I dislike English!" (as you can see I suck at it D<) and I need to past that agh! life

Anyway at least I have history, geography and Comm Tech. My favorite subjects ~

Take me away 샤이니 ~ Ring ding dong, Ring ding dong, Ring diggi ding diggi, Ding ding ding!

I Found two really good bands (well, I heard of them before but never had chance to listen to their songs = =) FINALLY I DID!

Right on Dynamite - I dunno about this band and their songs, but It get me feeling warm, exciting and mellow. I'll listen to any of Right on Dynamite song when I'm happy and out with my friends. They have a mellow out sound ... all you have to do is relax and enjoy the outdoors.

Listen if you want Right on Dynamite

Radwimps - Shit! I can't believe they're on their 6th album. I heard of Radwimps before like..umm 2 or 3 years ago. -cries- They have gotten better OMB "おしゃかしゃま" (Oshakashama)!!!
The band dramatic rhythm flow and Yojiro Noda spoken deliver rhymes -melts-

The feeling I get went I listen to Radwimps is that I'm powerful .. I dunno, it just give me the power to do things. I the feeling to get up yell out to everyone around me that I am here and this me so take that! (What a cheezy line - -||nice going ayu) * My way of feeling

when I heard "おしゃかしゃま" (Oshakashama) I fell in love right away. Amazing lyrics, all I could think was "what a powerful song this is."

My favorite part:

来世があったって　仮に無くたって
だから何だって言うんだ
生まれ変わったって　変わらなくたって
んなこたぁどうだっていいんだ
人はいつだって　全て好き勝手
なんとかって言った連鎖の
上に立ったって　なおもてっぺんが
あるんだって言い張んだよ

Raise ga attatte kari ni nakutatte
Dakara nandatte iunda
Umarekawattatte kawaranakutattenna
Kotaa doudatte iinda
Hito ha itsu datte subete sukikatte
Nantokatte itta rensa no
Ue ni tattatte naomoteppenga
Arundatte iihandayo　♪♪

Lyric from "bakablog"



ばい　ばい！